Life under COVID-19 肺炎下的日子

Moving forward to my fifth year anniversary suffering Lymphoma (Dec 17, 2015), still under a fear of it. Every time when feeling breathing not easy, I will worry about my cancer friend will invade me again. Especially during the COVID-19, as the symptom is coughing, it would be easily confused. 

I keep my hygiene always at the highest level and try to escape from any suspicious germs breeders. When you see some people coughing but with their masks not in the right position, I will leave the location ASAP. I strongly believe that if all HK people bear their own basic responsibilities, we can win this game. 

In fact, I recently find my breathing is shallow. But I am not sure whether it is because of the weather or the wearing mask for long time. Or because sometimes, I will worry about the future of my family. I pray to my Lord to give me health and I try to relax myself by not thinking too much. Sometimes while encounter about some family issue or having arguments with them, I have a really bad feeling. I understand I should keep health and happy psychological situation, but it is not easy to keep all the time.  I will try to think less, talk less to prevent disagreement. Hope that a clear future will be seen soon. 

2020年12月17日便是癌症5周年了，最近肺炎的日子，更令我害怕返發。每當發覺呼吸不暢順，就會担心癌細胞又再黎探我。

我的投疫程度是最高，只要有疑似「病毒人」咳嗽，而佢地既口罩又戴唔好，就會盡快離場。我相信只要香港人能做好自己本分，我們一定能戰勝。

事實上，最近發覺經常呼吸都比較淺，我不知道是因為天氣還是太長期戴口罩。我只能向天父祈求賜我健康。我明白待要保持心境愉快、無壓力，但因前境未明及與家人的矛盾，許多時都令心境下浸，我只有盡量少發聲、少想去避免發生磨擦。希望能快點前境明朗。

#COVID19  #肺炎

My 5th year

 This is my fifth year. And we have a great plan and thinking to move to somewhere out from Hong Kong. I need a place for better living and with better quality of food. I do think food would be my essential things that I need to put more attention on. Besides food, psychological food is also important. So I need to find a place with slow pace and less pressure in life. 

Unfortunately, sometimes it may not go according to your plan. But I do believe that it is under His plan. 

Finally! A success report! 終於有個好報告啦

Finally, finally, finally......I got a positive report. I receive the report and the CD before the medical appointment. My husband apps me and tell me that it show a good report. The size is smaller and no new area is found. However, as we are not yet confirmed by the medical professional, there still possibility to change. 

Just by chance, I went to Causeway Bay. I decided to visit my wonderful doctor, Dr. Ma and seek for his opinion. He told me that it is really a good report and he was happy to see my success. At that time, I am really happy. A big stone is unloaded finally.

And after the medical appointment, the doctor told me the same thing. I told my favourite doctors Dr. Wong and Dr. Carmen. They are really my heros.

Besides, Dr. Ma, Dr. Wong, Dr. Carmen, my Chinese doctor, Dr. Choi, he is also a good doctor who always encourage me.  Of course, there are many nurses who are nice to me. I love them so much.

Four years of patience, worries, uncertainty....I lastly claim myself a Cancer Survivor.

終於等到啦, 4年黎一直想有既報告，我未覆診已收到報告, 老公收到即what app我, 但因為未有醫生睇過, 都半信半疑。

剛巧有日行過銅鑼灣, 就上去找我最可愛的馬醫生，他都同意是好的報告，也替我開心。聽到由心裏面笑出黎。

最後真的覆診了,再多次作實了。飛起了......仲即刻同我兩位英雄醫生, Dr. Wong 同Dr. Carmen講。

除了多謝以上的醫生, 都要多謝我的蔡醫,他一直以來都鼓勵我，同埋一直支持我的護士，我愛你地呀。

四年內的耐性、担心、時真時假終於可以完一下, 我而家可以大聲話比人知我戰勝咗癌症，希望可以與老公白頭到老。