腸無事, 又要排期電療, 真唔明點解唔可以一次唸多2步, 永遠做完一先唸二,病人只有等, 我真係唔想好似之前講個女病人咁, 因為延遲治療而死。
見到電療醫生, 佢話最好時間是化療後電療, 仲話而家隔咗咁耐太遲。太遲?真係好火, 唔係你地唔好好計劃, 我駛等咁耐!!!!
仲話而家排都要10月尾, 叫我地自己決定,或者同醫生商量下,會唔會做埋11月頭既PETSCAN先 ...我自己知道點做,自己決定到, 駛要你呢D醫生,問專業意見, 即耍太極。真係火都出。最後決定照排, 遲D先答佢。
醫生原來唔係醫你, 而係你出事先救你。
2016年9月2日 星期五
照腸colonscopy
上一次是6年前照,
第一天痾到傻,第二天餓到死。今次,早3日要食低纖餐,冇菜冇水果,但每天那2000ml既瀉水,難飲到呢,每15分鐘250ml,每天1000ml,第
一天是晚餐後飲,整晚冇痾, 第二日就痾到, 水箱都未回水已再入廁所, 仲要飲埋另外1000ml, 8點幾痾到11點, 瞓咗係床瞓著咗,
1點半起身,準時2點半去見醫生。3點半準時到醫院,4點半開始做, 整個過程都於後期醒醒地, 後黎姑娘話我知,
我D腸好難照,要轉黎轉去先照得晒。
於9月2 日知道,那3粒只是普通瘜肉。感恩。
於9月2 日知道,那3粒只是普通瘜肉。感恩。
2016年8月5日 星期五
結果出了 the petscan report
早上9時到達3K病房,等了4個鐘, 醫生終於話比我知, 個瘤SIZE無大無細,但光度由1.9變到3.4, 另腸見有光, 都有13點幾.個心停一下, 即係差咗。個一刻, 將心裏一切希望破滅,並點起了無名火, 上星期四照完, 星期五未有報告, 要等一星期後先話我知, 唔係報告唔得會叫我早D返醫院,睇下點跟進既咩?即使未有時間睇, 至少即日都話我知先, 唔駛白白晒咗半日。因為腸有光, 會建議照腸, 但政府排要3個月, (唔知點解我呢D唔叫急,唔可以安排我快D),要我自費會快D, 都要2個星期。我佢地比晒出院文件我, 已經3點, 即刻拎報告去搵馬醫生問意見。雖然冇係馬醫生度做化療, 馬醫生都會比些建議,腸要照確定,雖然佢唔認為是新CANCER, 如中大私家腸科鄧醫生認為,腸癌極少在短短幾個月形成,但只担心是淋巴癌細胞走到腸。
聽完定了一定, 但奈何我家費用太貴,只有繼續倚靠政府醫院。當然, 這是最難過的周末。
Arrived Ward 3K at 9 am and waited for 4 hours until the Doctor inform us about the petscan report. The size are more or less the same but it was brighter than the last report from 1.9 to 3.4. Besides, a new spot was found at the colon with the reading around 13. This would be a bad report and how come they did not call me up and asked me to come early for further discussion? And at least they would tell me earlier today so that I can go for second opinion this afternoon. They suggest me to take a colonoscopy to clarify that there is no cancer there. And they told us that it needs to wait for 3 months in public hospital. (I don't know why they could not treat me as urgent case) So I need to pay by myself for earlier treatment. They gave me the discharge summary and the documents at around 3 pm. So I rushed to Dr. Ma for second opinion as it was Saturday the next day. Dr. Ma thought that there should not be cancer in the colon as it was common to find reading in colon. However, to play safe, a colonoscopy would definitely a sounding method to prove. He also had the same point of view as Dr. Tang, the senior Dr. at the Chinese University that cancer would not appear in a few months. But they concern was whether the cancer cell fleet from lymph to there.
After consultation at Dr. Ma, I felt a bit relieve. However, it would be the worst weekend I ever had.
聽完定了一定, 但奈何我家費用太貴,只有繼續倚靠政府醫院。當然, 這是最難過的周末。
Arrived Ward 3K at 9 am and waited for 4 hours until the Doctor inform us about the petscan report. The size are more or less the same but it was brighter than the last report from 1.9 to 3.4. Besides, a new spot was found at the colon with the reading around 13. This would be a bad report and how come they did not call me up and asked me to come early for further discussion? And at least they would tell me earlier today so that I can go for second opinion this afternoon. They suggest me to take a colonoscopy to clarify that there is no cancer there. And they told us that it needs to wait for 3 months in public hospital. (I don't know why they could not treat me as urgent case) So I need to pay by myself for earlier treatment. They gave me the discharge summary and the documents at around 3 pm. So I rushed to Dr. Ma for second opinion as it was Saturday the next day. Dr. Ma thought that there should not be cancer in the colon as it was common to find reading in colon. However, to play safe, a colonoscopy would definitely a sounding method to prove. He also had the same point of view as Dr. Tang, the senior Dr. at the Chinese University that cancer would not appear in a few months. But they concern was whether the cancer cell fleet from lymph to there.
After consultation at Dr. Ma, I felt a bit relieve. However, it would be the worst weekend I ever had.
2016年7月18日 星期一
等待的苦...Bad waiting
等待檢查, 等待報告,希望及害怕都有,信心是有, 但都怕有變化,再也受不了。
It is really a tough and hard feeling while waiting for the Petscan and the report. Although I believe that I can win, there are still uncertainty. Hope my Lord give me faith to overcome the worries.
It is really a tough and hard feeling while waiting for the Petscan and the report. Although I believe that I can win, there are still uncertainty. Hope my Lord give me faith to overcome the worries.
2016年7月2日 星期六
2016年6月8日 星期三
第七次化療
第七次了,又住大房, 可能知道就快完成, 心中沒有那麼火, 只是靜靜地等。但估不到, 牙醫的事令我發火,但同事另一件事令我靜下來。
第一日, 因下午入醫,唯有homeleave回家,第二天先見牙醫. 早上standby到10點, 等了合幾鐘, 到我時, 居然話要開刀做手術脫智慧牙, 心中雖然奇怪, 但相信醫生的決定, 更不想因牙影響化療進度. 下午等了一輪, 3點推到, 打了4下麻醉藥, 又等個幾鐘, 藥力都開始變弱時, 推入房, 一位中級醫生入黎, 再加2針麻醉針, 睇了我的片, 又再叫一位高級醫生入黎, 之後通知我不可做手術. 不可以?我2天的時間?白捱的6針?他不但沒有任何歉意, 一開口就chanllenge我為什麼要求脫智慧牙, 什麼時候化療, 一大堆想卸下責任的問題. 我當時還被手術布蓋著眼睛的。我要求坐起來面對面談,並重新講述整個過程.
這位牙醫有多個錯處
1. 應在房外與其他2位醫生商量, 了解先是誰的決定,而不是直接"兇"病人, 及後於病人旁邊責備醫生
2. 他以"如果你是我親戚, 我不會建議你做", 這是醫書那一版?
3. 他說是否脫牙由我決定, 我牙痛, 告訴我的醫生, 醫生要牙醫比second opinion, 牙醫卻要我決定, 牙醫不是要以專業人士的給專業意見嗎? 對化療有問題, 不是直接聯絡我醫生直接得多, 病人是被醫的那一位, 而不是吩咐醫生怎樣醫.4. 不是正常病人, 化療中的病人有很多限制, 不應由一個新的牙醫處理, 即使也要多一位資深的旁診, 莫非這位醫生以為出了事, 一推就事不關己?新醫生早生完診, 都應主動問一下
我慶幸的, 是我血液科的醫生, 正在同我一同作戰的醫生, 不似他們那樣, 我今次如真的成功, 全賴他們。
2016年6月7日 星期二
An urging for death
This is my first time to see a dying patient who wants to die so much. Her family had already accept this is the fact. Her situation was so worse but her husband would stay overnight at the hospital and daughter-in-law would take care of her day time. They will help her scratching, dripping water, placing the fan, swipe the sweat etc. daily without complaints. They do have a very strong bond of family.
After chat with her family, realize that she did not have one on her side. Those family members are her husband family. I think that it is God work to let her meet her husband and stay with a very good family which gave her warm and care.
Finally, she passed away and finish the 3 and a half months on the bed and the 15 months war with cancer.
Hope that she is happy in Heaven now.
After chat with her family, realize that she did not have one on her side. Those family members are her husband family. I think that it is God work to let her meet her husband and stay with a very good family which gave her warm and care.
Finally, she passed away and finish the 3 and a half months on the bed and the 15 months war with cancer.
Hope that she is happy in Heaven now.
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