副作用出現 Finally the side effect

首先抱歉沒有即時更新,因為今次化療的確比前辛苦, 除了身體的痛苦~作悶,背痛,超攰。最後都要補回。其實最好是可以係醫院打, 但未知醫院有沒有隔離病房, 唔方便帶部電腦去。

最近呢兩次都因肝酵素問題辰多住4天, 兩次療程都花我十天，真辛苦。
第一沒有熱騰騰的食品連暖都不算, 試問怎可以下肚, 尤其是連續打藥5天, 冷水不斷入心, 人都變得冷。

而今次, 還住著一個83歲的婆婆，她患血癌而擴散全身, 第一天見好已想死, 又問醫生有沒有安樂死, 丈夫又有外遇, 只有盡量同佢傾有興趣既野, 好教我煮餸, 姑娘叫佢唔好落地, 佢都堅持自己去洗手間, 還要開著門, 這超越我的底線,這亦使我兩天沒有好好睡過, 仲整到我胃痛。不過真的担心佢, 亦希望幫到佢。但我終於都叫醫生開安眠藥, 要睡一晚才舒緩胃痛。

This time really a hard time as the side effect are more serious than before. I have stomachache, back pain and super tired.  On the other hand, as I may not arranged staying in an isolation room, it is not convenient to bring the laptop with me.

The 3rd and 4th treatment, my ALT reading is not ideal and made me stay in hospital for 4 more days. It is really bad as basic food is poor and cold. And I have the treatment injected for 5 continuous days, my body is cold and hot food would definitely better for me.

Also, I have a 83 years old lady stay with me this time. Her situation is not good as it is the final phrase. She is depressed and she always want to die. I talked to her for a few days on any topics she likes. And although the nurse asked her to stay on bed, she insist to go to washroom with the door open. It cross my bottom line and I tolerate it as I do want to protect her and offer help. But this made me fail to sleep well for 2 nights. And my stomach twisted finally. I need to doctor to offer me drug to sleep.

終於回落了

今日開心終於回落了，回到121， 即刻上病房，可惜今次又到大房，仲要經理有人離世，見到家屬傷心，真的很難過。
我希望今天切順利，快點有隔離房，快點完成第四次化療。

係第三日，下午突然流鼻水，晚上鼻水倒流，變喉嚨痛，醫生即安排抽鼻水化驗。好彩無事， 為安全才安排我到隔離病房。

ALT finally coming own to 121. The doctor immediately send me to the ward. But this time, I am staying in a room of 6 and experienced someone passed away. I feel sorry for her family.

The third day, suddenly caught a running nose in the afternoon. Then  sore throat at night. So the doctor collect my nose 's snivel for testing. Fortunately, they do not find any virus. And I was  moved to isolated room.

肝酵素的不受控制

肝酵素於第一天206，第二日208， 第三日居然225。精神受壓，都唔知咩事，今天醫生停了口服藥，轉聞氣保護肺。唔知攪到幾時，天父，請你幫助我。

The ALT readings were not ideal as it was 206, 208, 225. I was really depressed because even the doctors did not know why. But they decided to stop all oral medicine and see whether it works. God please help me.

期待的明日子...不容易

每次當知道要做下一次化療, 心中都有種戰戰兢兢的感覺, 又希望快些進行,又怕有副作用, 好像現在手指頭麻,像針督督下, 連執筆, 打keybroad都會痛。另外又怕獨個留在醫院6天, 每天等著老公來, 老公亦是辛苦工作後趕著到醫院, 或兒子走出走送飯,見到都心痛。

每天望著自己光光頭, 有時都心酸, 點解會是我? 但停了一下, 我會同自己講, 不要消極, 我好彩,光咗頭都唔差呀! 好傻, 但我就是有這份傻.

下星期有可能進第四次,努力, 已行到一半了。

肝酵素新高170

3K房等候驗血報告, 今天又高到170, 白血球指數1.6, 但中性白細胞得0.6, 醫生話只要沒有發燒,受感染便OK.

辛苦的副作用1/3-3/3

化療的副作用, 今次見了, 又想嘔,又嘔唔出, 全身痛又瞓唔好, 唔想食, 下巴有瘡仔, 頸有紅敏感,好彩3/3 3 K覆診, 醫生開了強力止嘔藥,食咗2日, 即可回覆正常。