副作用出現 Finally the side effect

首先抱歉沒有即時更新,因為今次化療的確比前辛苦, 除了身體的痛苦~作悶,背痛,超攰。最後都要補回。其實最好是可以係醫院打, 但未知醫院有沒有隔離病房, 唔方便帶部電腦去。

最近呢兩次都因肝酵素問題辰多住4天, 兩次療程都花我十天，真辛苦。
第一沒有熱騰騰的食品連暖都不算, 試問怎可以下肚, 尤其是連續打藥5天, 冷水不斷入心, 人都變得冷。

而今次, 還住著一個83歲的婆婆，她患血癌而擴散全身, 第一天見好已想死, 又問醫生有沒有安樂死, 丈夫又有外遇, 只有盡量同佢傾有興趣既野, 好教我煮餸, 姑娘叫佢唔好落地, 佢都堅持自己去洗手間, 還要開著門, 這超越我的底線,這亦使我兩天沒有好好睡過, 仲整到我胃痛。不過真的担心佢, 亦希望幫到佢。但我終於都叫醫生開安眠藥, 要睡一晚才舒緩胃痛。

This time really a hard time as the side effect are more serious than before. I have stomachache, back pain and super tired.  On the other hand, as I may not arranged staying in an isolation room, it is not convenient to bring the laptop with me.

The 3rd and 4th treatment, my ALT reading is not ideal and made me stay in hospital for 4 more days. It is really bad as basic food is poor and cold. And I have the treatment injected for 5 continuous days, my body is cold and hot food would definitely better for me.

Also, I have a 83 years old lady stay with me this time. Her situation is not good as it is the final phrase. She is depressed and she always want to die. I talked to her for a few days on any topics she likes. And although the nurse asked her to stay on bed, she insist to go to washroom with the door open. It cross my bottom line and I tolerate it as I do want to protect her and offer help. But this made me fail to sleep well for 2 nights. And my stomach twisted finally. I need to doctor to offer me drug to sleep.